| I am engaged! |
[Apr. 12th, 2007|10:29 pm] |
Now, need to settle things with parents and do some planning to prepare for the ROM at the end of this year.
*headache* because I know nothing about the preparation for the ROM in SG ... |
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| Feeling a bit weird |
[Mar. 20th, 2007|09:24 pm] |
We had been planning for marriage for a very long time. I feel a bit weird now coz I know that he'll propose to me very soon, somemore I am the one whom decide where to have dinner that night as he doesnt know any nice restaurant in Sydney. I also told him specifically what kind of proposal ring I love.
Haha....no more surprises for me :-) But I know he's trying his best to fulfill my dreams and wishes. |
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| Hi |
[Jan. 27th, 2007|07:13 pm] |
Haven't been blogging for quite awhile due to the boring and not exciting life in Aussie. Or maybe its because I hate to put down what I've been going thru in life?
Nothing much has changed except I finally graduated from Uni, got my PR, waiting for the citizenship and got my 1st job because of luck.
It had been a dramatic 2006 to me and I hope this year marks a happy 2007. If you are the friends which had followed thru my site for long, you know I had a very long term and long distant relationship with the boyfriend of 7 years. He had been good and bad to me but in 2006, I finally broke up with him. Its devastating and heart breaking. This took me few months to make the decision, then cried for few months and ends up we decided to get back together and try to work this whole thing out again in end of 2006.
So friends, give me your loves and blessings, and if things turn out well. I'll see you in Singapore by end of this year for good!
Cheers! |
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| Merry Xmas |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|12:42 pm] |
Merry X'mas Everyone : )
xoxoxo |
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| He's coming... |
[Oct. 26th, 2005|11:48 pm] |
Finally ... he'll land in Sydney Airport in less than 6 hours. I am very excited and couldn't focus on my studies since last week ( OPPS ! exam is in 2 weeks time ).
Havent seen him for 4 mths , kind of nervous and I feel like I am in love again,heh ( very cheeky ! ) Love life is like a roller coaster , the more your expect , the more it'll hurt your feeling if it doesnt turn out well.
We've been through times when both of us were very down and disappointed with life. We hurt each others feelings and I almost thought that it'll be the end of our relationship. Negative things happened again & again and thank goodness that we've been able to walk thru the bumpy path together.
I learned that as long as I don't put any expectation on him , life can be beautiful , to me & to him. |
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| Life is just a bowl of cherries |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|06:09 am] |
Finally I finished 3 of my major assignment this week and I was so slacked since Thursday night. Watching movies on Friday and Saturday. Spending hours to ' burn ' Japanese drama series and also sitting in front of TV for hours to watch ' men & boy ' & ' Helen of troy ' & Aussie show ' Surgeon ' & ' House '.
I can't believe the time without rushing for assignments were just so good and passed so slow. I also slept for many many hours before I woke up for lunch...anyway, 2 more presentations to go on Thuesday and then I have to start to prepare for exam which falls on early Nov.
Boyfriend will be coming in 10 days. I can't wait , WE can't wait to see each other again. Even though he'll just be with me for a week but it's better than nothing. At least we're truly happy to meet each other after 4 mths absense. When I think of the pathetic 18 day of spending time together last year , the feelings were so unbearable.
18 days in 365 days , only 4% in a year , 432 out of 9760 hours ... Glad we passed the horrible test last year : ) life can be tough when both of us were feeling down, luckily we both choose not to give up and continue to try our best , heh : ) |
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| An email to him |
[Oct. 15th, 2005|08:58 am] |
My dear , all along , I thank God for you, someone that never try to change me ( oh , sometimes got la..but in a good way ; p , heh )
Someone whom appreciate my bad cooking and finished all my food
Someone whom say I am pretty even I have thousands of ugly pimples on my face
Someone whom eat everything with me
Someone whom let me order my favourite food when we go out for meals so I can tried both set of food
Someone whom let me choose the movie I like even though it's always a romance movie
Someone whom see me with my mask but still kiss me passionately
Someone whom don't mind about my lip balm and still give me a sweet kiss
Someone whom helped me to clean my house and make it so ' neat ' and so ' you '
Someone whom helped me to cut the fruits
Someone whom let me sleep on his arm for an hour on the bus trip back home
Someone whom take care of me while we traveled
Someone whom look after me when I had seasick in the Krabi trip
Someone whom I can bite whenever I want
Someone whom love to listen to my voice even I don't like my voice
Someone whom looked at me when I sleep and tell me I look pretty the next day
Someone whom buy takeaway for me
Someone whom never give up on me when I threw big tempers in the past
Someone whom love me no matter what size I am and will be
Someone that brought sunshine in my life since 15.3.1999 and hold my hand since 18.4.1999
Happy 6 yrs 7 mths ' first day ' anniversary
my love
You picked me up when I am still in a low confidence self
You gives me hope,love and faith
you are mine...always mine ....I am happy to have you , in my heart and life
pls..continue to shower me lots of love and let us go thru hard Joy and hard time together
my dear..thank u ... for everything... |
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| Updates |
[Jul. 17th, 2005|09:51 am] |
To whom it may concern,
Hello sweeties , how are you all doings ? Sorry for not updating my blog for so long , my life is nothing interesting and I am a boring person ; p
Anyway, 1 more semester to go & I'll have to apply for a decent job , 9-5 and 5 days job hopefully ^_^ I guess I should enjoy my last few mths of student life before I regret and start to miss it .
The weather in sydney is very good indeed if you compare it with Hong Kong or Singapore ( that's where I used to live ). I am liking it now.There're 3 different kind of weather everyday. It's quite chilling in the day time , hot in the afternoon and cold/windy at night.
I would like to ask you ( ALL ) a question and please please help me if possible , ok ?
QUESTION OF THE DAY:
What do you think of the ( long distance ) degree offered by SIM ?
What do you think of the degree offered by SIM UNIVERSITY ?
I just realised that SIM offered their own degrees ? And I wonder is it recognised in SG ?
Thanks heaps in advanced !
Love ya ! |
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| Shopping online |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|05:57 pm] |
I know some of you have experiences in shopping online , I am interested in it ( anything ). Can you please recommend some website for me ?? I appreciate your help alot !!!
MUACKS. |
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| cute |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|12:44 pm] |
Leo - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're almost always the center of attention - and easy for potential dates to spot
Your happiness and optimism is appealing to all... and contagious!
You don't hold grudges - getting over little fights is no problem for you
Your negative traits:
You tend to ignore relationship problems, until they are too big to handle
You crave luxury, and you are disappointed with partners who can't provide you with it
If someone does you wrong, you'll coldly and cruely break their heart
Your ideal partner:
Someone high status enough to bring you more attention - but not so great that they upstage you
Makes you laugh and brings excitement to everything you do together
Is aggressive and confident enough to butt heads with you every so often
Your dating style:
High expectations. You need to be impressed with an incredible first date for a second one to occur.
Your seduction style:
You like to make the first move - you're fearless about initiating things
Passionate. You really get into any intimate act.
Aggressive. Most of the time, you find yourself wanting sex more than your partner.
Tips for the future:
Try to not need so much attention. You'll feel less ignored, guaranteed.
Learn to love your parnter for who they are - not how they help advance your life.
Let your partner shine occasionally. You don't always have to be the alpha dog.
Best place to meet someone online:
Platnium Romance - these flirty singles will make sure that you're the center of attention
Best color to attract mate: Gold
Best day for a date: Sunday
Get your free love profile at Blogthings.
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| Today is our 5 yrs 7 mths being together DAY ! |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|01:00 am] |
Althought there're many many Ups and Downs happened this year in 2004 , we managed to go thru everything together and 1 more mth to go, it will be 2005.
I cannot believe that we only manage to visit each other for a total of 18 days in a year. Its pathetic but I feel that this is a test for the two of us ..
In the past 3 year when I was studying in Sydney , we always managed to spend time with each other for 1/4 of the year . This year is a special year , I am sure we've learned something out of it. And I hope we'll change for a better person and prepare for a better future for us.
Somehow I feel that I am still pretty immature in a relationship and he's not perfect either , I pray in my heart that I'll love him forever and he'll love me more in return.
He's my first man and I wish he'll be my last one as well..
Amen |
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| Something that freak me out... |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|02:21 am] |
Do you ever have a friend that is a control freak ? Yes, I have one and it's a "HE" , I really hate the current situation and I am going to be insane very soon.
He "threatened" to call my boyfriend about my trip to Ayers Rock( Australia ) because I am going with the Japanese guy in my hostel with my friend.
I mean he REQUESTED me to cancel my trip !!! Damn it !!!! What he think he is ??? He just want me to follow what he THINKs is right and if I don't follow,he'll keep on nagging me and my friend until we got scared by him.
The reason why he wants us not to go is because of the Japanese guy,he said this guy is not a decent man and he warns us that the Jap guy might do something rude to us ( the 2 girls) during our 4 days trip.
Come on ... I am already 24 years old and this is not our trip in Australia.It's good to have a guy I knnow to join the trip than knowing some new unknown strangers.
My "MALE" friend is crazy , he always say " SEE , YOU DONT LISTEN TO ME..blah blah blah " and he expects me to tell him everything in my life. I think he's too SMART and in face,he's just a spoiled kid and I doubt he can survive in the society.
Anyway, I really hate to talk to him now and he kept on telling how worried he is when he knows I am going for the trip with the Jap guy and he promised my boyfriend he'll take good care of me. ALL BULLSHIT AND I AM NOT GOING TO LISTEN this time.
GIVE ME A BREAK ! |
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[Oct. 6th, 2004|04:13 pm] |
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Will br having my graduation ceremony on 22/10 , it clashes with my presentation .... die ! |
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| Opps , I did it again ! |
[Sep. 26th, 2004|01:37 am] |
I almost end my r/n with him 2 days ago. I really really want to leave him alone and give him back a normal ,peaceful life.
Some friends said what I want from him is quite usual and I am not wrong at all. Boyfriend should treat me nicely and make me feel like princess. I mean at least occasional calls/sms/email would make my day.
However .. this is not his style of showing he loves me. He's weird and I know I have been trying my best to accept his "unique" way of loves. He said as long as he didnt have another girlfriend,he still think of me and put me in his plan , that means he loves me. He doesnt need to follow the trend, no need to buy gifts,write cards or call me. He has me in his heart.
To me...his explaination is quite logical and they make sense. But on one hand, I cannot feel the love I want. I am a normal girl or I lack of the feeling of secure due to an unhappy childhood. I want attentions,I need constant cares & concerns from my love ones. I dont want to be ignored for whole week and only chat for 10 mins in that week. It sounds like I am asking too much ?
People whom had been following my blog might know what's happening ... a long distance relationship + a mutual understanding is greatly needed. Somehow I think I'll fail the test because I can't receive the love i want...
Should I bear with this and live with it for the whole of my life ? He wont change and I might not change too... After that incident , my heart broke into pieces again . He becomes so sweet again . Damn , what can I do ? Enjoy that one week sweetness and following the bitterness ?
I will continue to stay at the moment ... because I simply cant imagine what my life would be without him.
Call me a coward ; p |
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| baby killer |
[Sep. 17th, 2004|02:25 am] |
My friend asked her bf what if she got pregnant . He told her he'll accompany her to go for abortion.
I felt sad that her bf told her to do that just because they dont have financial supports now. And he said when they got married next time , they can still have children.
What a bustard ! Bullshit ... dont let me see him next time , I want to give him a punch ! |
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| Hello : ) |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|12:58 am] |
Having PMS again , many pimples , craving for sweets and always feeling tired.
OH NO , I am so unproductive for my assignment too ~!
I HATE it when I started to feel lonly again. |
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| Sounds easy but hard to do ... |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|11:38 pm] |
3-Step Relationship Makeovers
by Dr. Brenda Shoshanna
Are you in a relationship rut? This is your chance to renew the romance in your life, but it's up to you! Love is like a precious flower that grows best in a garden where the soil is fertile and the weeds are pulled. Weeds grow naturally in our relationships as mistakes, confusion and miscommunication, and must be pulled or cleared up as soon as possible. Lies, deception and hidden agendas are the worst kinds of weeds, for sooner or later they strangle relationships and destroy trust.
To start your relationship makeover, write down three weeds that you have allowed to grow. You can start with something small or jump right in with the biggest weed of all, taking our partner or their love for granted, which is a surefire way to have love fade away.
Step two in your relationship makeover is making a list of things that you can do to let your partner know what he means to you. Does he have a soft spot for something? Is there something that you could do to remind him of the most romantic part of your courtship? Just saying "I love you" is not enough. Love needs to be expressed in hundreds of small ways.
Step three is easy. Take some action today! Without deeds of love, words lose their meaning. When we do this, our relationships cannot help but grow, in fact, our relationships are made over, fresh and new day by day. As we practice the laws of love, the weeds in our relationships disappear all by themselves. |
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| Birthday Birthday ; ) |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|02:24 pm] |
It's not me who get excited about this "BIG DAY" but all my friends who stayed in the same dormitory were asking me what am I doing on that day..
Our tradition is : 12 mid-night , sing song,cut cake,eat,take photos and maybe going out for dinner the next day with them.
I am fine with these arranagement but sometimes I felt like I am one of the "museum pieces" , everyone was waiting to eat the cake but not really wishing me a happy birthday. Well, maybe I am too pessimistic this year ; p
Got a hard time making the "dinner,lunch" arrangement, too many friends and their group of friends. It'll be quite bad if I just invite one from the particular group.
So....in the end, I need to split the group into 3 groups.
Sat Lunch , YUM CHA . Sat Dinner , Thai Food . Sun Lunch , Italian food . Sun Dinner , home with JJ , need to finish up my assignment. : (
Feel so pathetic that I need to rush for school work every year on the day of my birthday.
Anyway, yeah , JJ is coming to visit me for a week . I am quite happy with that although he needs to study with me ^_^ ! HAHA ... |
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| I know I know ... |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|02:19 am] |
I know it had been a month since I last drop a word here ; p
Sorry for missing in action , just too lazy and I am still in holiday mood,hooray !
School had started offically since last week , I am a postgraduate student now , wow ! I can't believe it !!! Maybe I am abit kaisu la , many people will plan to work for few years then go back to study again . I just can't wait for that long and also since the job market is still quite bad , student life is still in most people's top list ba..
Anyway , found this site , it's so cool and it reminds your dar dar the " special day " too ! OR any friend's birthday or whatever important date ~
http://www.cupidsclock.com/welcome.php
Take a visit and lastly .. I just want to rant about my friend .. sometimes I dont think she's listening to me , whenever she msged me , she just talked about her life,her problems,her thought and when I want to tell her my stuffs. She just completely shut down and I feel like an idiot to talk to her now.
Tell me , what should I do now ... i feel quite sad abt it although I know most people are selfish. They just want you to listen to them ... but I feel so sick to talk to her , am I very mean ? |
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